Um...?

So, today was a good day to get wasted.

I, unfortunately, did NOT get wasted.

Let me list the reasons why I really wanted to drink an entire handle of vodka today:

1. Matt was at the concert.
2. He brought his girlfriend who doesn't know I slept with him.
3. We were stuck in a tiny church and then a tiny condo together.
4. We were almost stuck in a tiny backstage area together.
5. The concert had been planned for months, and rehearsed for four days.
6. Jenelle and I memorized our duet piece about three hours before the performance.
7. I had to improvise notes on one of the group pieces because the first time I saw the music was yesterday.
8. I couldn't wear a bra with my dress.
9. I had to wait for Matt to leave the table to say hi to his mom because I actually like her.
10. I think I may have offended Alex. Either that, or he just didn't know what to say in response.

But, all in all, it wasn't a terrible day. Alcohol definitely would have helped. A lot.

I didn't talk to Matt. The most I did was nod or make noises/gestures. I did not say one word to him.

How fuckin' dedicated am I?! xD