Starting early because I need to say these things NOW.
Matt, fuck off. I'm done. The correct approach is to not approach at all. I swear to God, I would fatally injure you right now. Don't talk to me. Don't send me texts or messages. Listen to everyone giving you advice and just leave me alone.
Taylor, stop trying to get in touch with me. I'm not going to screw around with you because you're a douche and a manwhore. You don't deserve a girl like me.
Kyle, I'm sorry, but you're my brother. I'm not going to screw around with you. Find someone else to be your fuck toy. I still love you, but it's not going to happen, and the more you ask, the more annoyed I get.
Alex, please talk to me. I have never believed any boy more than you when you said I was beautiful. I'm going to see you tomorrow and I want something to happen. I don't care what, but I know I want to be important to you. I want to mean something to you. We can be friends, or whatever, but I want to take up some room in your mind. I'm not going to force it, though. It's all on you now.
Claire, who the flying fuck are you to tell me my opinions are wrong? It's because of people like you that I hate living here. If I say one thing even slightly conservative, I'm argued with and called a republican. FUCK OFF. I'm a moderate, dumbasses. I'm registered independent. No, I don't approve of killing unborn babies. No, I don't approve of killing old people. Yes, I approve of capitol punishment. Yes, I approve of gun laws. Just because I believe these things does NOT make me a conservative republican. There are always TWO SIDES to each argument, and I can see both for all of them. I happen to sway more to the right when it comes to them. Aside from that, GET OUT OF THE PARTISAN THINKING. It's not helping anybody. We are UNITED. So stop pulling away from the country by distancing yourself from someone who might not have the same ideas as you. We're all Americans and we're all going down the shit hole right now. So go bash your head into a wall until you can think like an American. And while you're at it, get off your lazy ass and get a job. I'm tired of arguing with someone who does nothing all day while I'm out every day getting an education and working full time.
Jenelle, thank you for not seeing me as a whore or a man-stealing hussy. I was afraid I was going to lose you over the recent boy issues, but you didn't condemn me and I owe you a lot for that. :) And until Claire tells me to my face that she liked Alex before I did, I'm going to keep pursuing him.
Mike, it was a onetime thing. I'm over it. I've had my revenge. And you turned out to be kinda creepy.
My Madlib Girls, you two are made of so much awesome. Thank you so much for making my summer even more memorable. I know I really go to know Nicole over the summer, and she's helped me through a lot of tough times. Whenever I needed to rant, she would let me and then give me really great advice. I can only hope I did the same for her. :) Rachel, I know I didn't get to know you quite as well as Nicole, but you and I were closer at the end of the school year than Nicole and I were, so...I think it's all pretty even now. :))) Love all around for you two.
That's all for now. At least, that's all that's been bothering me for the past couple days.
Just wait until next week. I'm so excited.
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