Seriously, these butterflies in my stomach come at the WEIRDEST times. When Alex first appeared on stage, but not when he was kneeling in front of me (back turned to me, so I got a great view of his ass) for an improv game. When he took one of my suggestions, but not when he hugged me after the show. When he met my sister, but not when I asked him to hang out with us after clean-up and goodbyes.
SO. WEIRD.
I guess I shouldn't be complaining. Some girls get super nervous all the time. I used to be like that around him. His name on my cell phone screen used to be enough to send me into cardiac arrest. Now it feels more natural. Maybe that's a good thing. The more natural I feel around him, the better off we'll be in the long run...if we become a 'we.'
You know what? I take it back. It's not weird. It's a blessing. :)
1 comment:
I know how that feels babe, and I do think it's just you becoming more comfortable with the relationship. I notice sometimes I'm talking with Rudy and I'm not having a heart attack or butterflies in my stomach..it's just happening...
I don't think it's a bad thing :) It's just everything becoming more natural to you. :)
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